Thursday, February 4, 2016

Valentine


A year ago I thought of it as of a pro-LGBT, pro-feministic, and pro-politically-correct comic. It was self-censored due to the public hysteria. That made the storyline super-fucked-up. Ferocious post-apocalyptic invaders wouldn’t rape and among them there were no black people, and women (i.e. all my main characters) became extremely heroic, unrealistically good and surprisingly boring. Bad guys became bad only because they were antagonists. And good guys became good because it was right to. Even though the initial concept was that there are no good or bad guys. Take Valentine, for instance. It’s a boy who was sold to sexual slavery. “Violence-violence trigger-trigger” I even thought to replace it with sending him to peel potatoes for raiders. But come on, this comic is absurd enough without that shit. Why violence is accepted in comic but not in illustrations? Because violence in a comic is a part of a story where the reader understands that shit is happening and what happens to the victim afterwards. But an illustration leaves the consequences behind the scene and the reader sees only exciting forced sex where the victim is dehumanized. But that’s a different story. As for Valentine. I’ve changed Valentine hundreds of times under the influence of self-censorship, realizing that the more I do it the less I like him (and the whole story). At first he was “small”, I created him as an absolute fan service character for porn pages. But then he grew younger and became a “camp follower”, hentai and fan service were left behind. As a result he turned into an absolutely boring boy, whose presence in a comic was hard to explain. Afterwards I discovered my own opinion under this pile of shit (which was my job). What a hell these potatoes are doing in a post-apocalyptic anti-utopia? I asked myself: what kind of Valentine you’d fall in love with, my little inner Ulrik? An independent teenager who says he’s 18. He looks too girly. Dances in lingerie in front of a mirror and flirts with men only because it’s the only behavior pattern he knows. Because all his conscious experience was from invaders filling him with cum. Most of all Valentine loves his new ever terrible life, as there is this weird guy John Doe. Valentine loves him with all his teenage love and tries to gain his goodwill as well as he can, and sacrifices himself. But Valentine doesn’t know that life is a string of break-ups, and there are no Johns who can’t be
replaced. His John is the one and only to him. He’s gonna wipe his beloved’s blood snot and make senseless sacrifices, sometimes by sacrificing the ones who really love him. There’s nothing like loving a beast.
I almost forgot to mention that this character first of all touches upon the transgender problem. What can possibly influence our self-realization and why most of us dislike being in our own body without F64.0. But this is a different story.

Ссылка на пост на русском >>тык<<

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

Блог на Русском.


I started blog in Russian. If you're Russian-speaking you're welcome. Something of it will be translated into English and posted in "Rust fiends" blog or blogspot.
Ребята которым сложно переносить ошибки в тексте лучше конечно не заходить.  А еще там будет вся нелегалочка потому, что политика вордпресс позволяет.
Скоро еще заведу блог на татарском. Игътибарыгызга рэхмэт.

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Commissions

Hi there. I'm an artist. This page contains information on how to take commission.
I draw porn, comics.
Update 6 November 2015
From today and for an indefinite period I only accept commissions with femboy which are NSFW . This does not include futanari, young men 20+ y.o. (twinks), shotacon and babycon (where characters are very young children).
They should be feminine boys, androgynes, crossdressers, traps and Otokonoko.
I also offer 50% discount for commissions with Hope from Final Fantasy and with Link from Legend of Zelda (if he will enough feminized).

List of thing I don't draw:
-guro, feces, urine and vomit
-little children, babies in sexual scenes. Children who looks younger than 14 y.o. I don't do it at all
-portraits of your friends and your pets. I also don't draw porn with you, your pets and your friends
-portraits of celebrities and porn with them. I'm telling you they are offended by such things
-violation where somebody cries, get hurts or terrified. (it don't cause tears of joy)
-ponies
-Furry. I tried and I didn't like it.

List of thing I will be happy to draw:
-hentai
-femboy, traps, futanari, feminine boys 
-I really like rule 63, gender-bender and humanization

How to calculate commission price:

examples



You can deal with me, I'm simple person, don't hesitate to do it. If you have little money but you really want to get a picture we can also to figure out something.
If you wrote me a letter and I didn't answer so it might fell into the spam folder or I just didn't notice it. You should write again. I apologize for any possible problems. If you have any questions or suggestions fell free to write to me on tumblr or email (monkey_slut1994@hotmail.com).

Special notes:
-I draw only in my own style. If you'd ask "draw me like Alphonse Mucha" it won't happen. I can't do that.
-I don't join to the long-term projects. Because I have my own long and laborious project.

How to pay:
1. Paypal. You pay me one half after I show you a sketch, After I get a half I'll continue to do your commission. When I finish I'll tell you about it and you send me other half. And then you get your picture.
2. Bitcoin. In order to send me the correct amount of Bitcoins you have to know Bitcoin exchange rate to the moment of sending them. To find out how much you should pay you need to convert USD to Bitcoin via online-calculators. Just as with the Paypal you should send me a half at the beginning and other half after finishing. The sum of Bitcoins must comply with the Bitcoin exchange rate on the day of sending funds. For example, if the day is 5th of January 2099 and current Bitcoin exchange rate is 100000000000 USD you should send money at this rate, not 6th January 2099 rate.

Contact me:
monkey_slut1994@hotmail.com
There is donate button if you'd like to feed my kitties
There is donate button if you'd like to support me with my comics
 You can learn about my comics here





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Wednesday, November 11, 2015

hi



When I thought about the composition of the characters I made them based on some clichés. Because it’s fun to use clichés. What I noted for myself at the time it’s the fact that I shouldn’t be totally serious. But the first composition of the characters was indecent serious.
Charlotte, a woman tank, lonely road warrior and the legend of the wasteland, the terror of all post-apocalyptic people.
Valentine (it was he, not she at the time and she had face of Ellen Page haha). She served as an engineer and concurrently she was a moe.
John Doe is a handsome guy who lost his memory and later his mind. Losing memory… it is so banal.
Betty wasn’t well considered character based on my friend.
A woman with no legs who had mechanical animal legs, but she mostly was in a wheelchair. I think now that it was great that I decided to add disabled character. But I couldn’t cope significant description of the life without legs and also I couldn’t do that with humor and avoiding triggers. Besides, I rejected the idea of doing this comics too dramatic and decided to do it more trashy. It should be outrageous to the limit so it wouldn’t be vulgar.
After conversation with a friend I decided to put someone completely insane and real scumbag to the comics. Woman with mechanical legs was replaced to the… MADISON.
At first this character looked like this. It was the concept of the concept. She’s quite marginal subject and eventually it turned out that the most recent added character has become the key character.